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by viole+
Thu Feb 02, 2012 6:10 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: being told you're beautiful
Replies: 54
Views: 16484

lol Lea. thanks, :oops: . i really don't get why boobs are so significant in our culture. i have no clue. i worked at a library about 9 years ago, and i was checking in some woman's books and she told me that i had nice tits :| and should be working at a hooters. true story. i was like, um, ok. i'm ...
by viole+
Fri Dec 09, 2011 8:55 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: being told you're beautiful
Replies: 54
Views: 16484

you're right lea, we're never happy with what we have. like your friend, i have large breasts, 34DD, and i hate them. i'm only 106 pounds and 5 feet tall. i'm weird looking. i''m dissproportunate. i bitch and my mum tells me to shut up. meh. but it's gotten easier as i've gotten older. i do little t...
by viole+
Wed Nov 30, 2011 6:18 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: being told you're beautiful
Replies: 54
Views: 16484

lea, have you checked out awfulplasticsurgery.com ? you must. you'll see the messes that celebs truly are. there is also a bunch of sites that have pics of celebs without makeup and those are great too. fuck those girls who sit behind you. you probably have more substance in your little finger than ...
by viole+
Tue Aug 11, 2009 9:02 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Has anyone else suffered sexualy abuse
Replies: 53
Views: 18136

hey ex, thank you for sharing. i know this thread has been here forever but i've never posted too. but you've inspired me. so here goes. i was about 4 or 5 and i lived in a three apartment house and had a neighbor kid as a friend. he was a year older than i and was obviously being exposed to porn or...
by viole+
Sun May 10, 2009 2:52 pm
Forum: Test Messages
Topic: polltest
Replies: 0
Views: 1569

polltest

by viole+
Tue Mar 24, 2009 5:23 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Does anyone pick at body parts other than the face?
Replies: 87
Views: 24881

Re: picking at other body parts besides face

But people at work are starting to comment on my fingernails, which are all grotesquely deformed because of how badly I mutilate the cuticles which has affected the nail bed. this exact thing has happened to me. my nails are deformed and i also pick at the skin around them so my hands are a general...
by viole+
Fri Mar 13, 2009 7:45 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Does anyone pick their scalp?
Replies: 53
Views: 15714

hi izy, welcome to the boards. you will find support and recovery here. i personally don't pick my scalp but i've done the same thing about keeping your picked sores. i peel my lips and have a collection of the peelings in my jewelry box. so you're not alone. maybe think of starting a journal. that'...
by viole+
Sat Feb 14, 2009 7:29 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: The excuses I make for picking.
Replies: 53
Views: 16355

i've never done this which tells you my laziness, but i'm doing it now. ............ there's stuff in my pores. and the stuff is bad. removing it will make it good. my anxiety will recede if i pick. i like being in control. i'm picking, i'm controlling the movement of my fingers, i am in control. (t...
by viole+
Fri Oct 10, 2008 12:01 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Um, does anyone else pick the bottom of their feet?
Replies: 39
Views: 13558

i just picked the bottoms of my feet for the first time tonight.

it felt good.

i'm being bad.

hope this doesn't become a real problem. hopefully it was a one time thing.

hopefully.
by viole+
Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:10 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Does anyone pick at body parts other than the face?
Replies: 87
Views: 24881

by viole+
Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:06 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: myspace
Replies: 29
Views: 10281

by viole+
Sat Feb 16, 2008 10:35 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Any lip peelers out there?
Replies: 34
Views: 12991

arghhhh! i need to stop picking my fucking lips!



:evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil:
by viole+
Sat Feb 16, 2008 10:32 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Do you speak openly with people about your picking?
Replies: 68
Views: 18789

that sucks.

poor mices.
by viole+
Fri Oct 05, 2007 9:43 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Any lip peelers out there?
Replies: 34
Views: 12991

i peel my lips too but not in the typical sense. i bite at them until there are pieces of skin bumpy and ripped off. then i rub my lips with my fingers to get all the bumpy skin off. i look like an ass when i do it but i still sometimes do it while in public. sometimes they bleed and sometimes it lo...
by viole+
Sat Sep 15, 2007 11:29 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: picking trance?
Replies: 71
Views: 22069

yeah, when i trance out i feel nothing as well. it's like being on a drug or something. it makes you wonder what kind of chemicals we're releasing when we pick.
by viole+
Thu Aug 16, 2007 1:06 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: I E-MAILED OPRAH
Replies: 50
Views: 16659

it'd be worth it to help other people.
by viole+
Sun Mar 18, 2007 12:50 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: myspace
Replies: 29
Views: 10281

i have one. it's kinda silly cos i really don't like the whole myspace phenomenon, but i have too many friends i never see who are on it, so i we keep in touch that way.
if anyone wants my link, pm me.
by viole+
Thu Mar 15, 2007 7:11 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: slips are part of recovery :D
Replies: 14
Views: 5477

yes! i'm so glad this thread is here because it's so true that slips are a huge part of the recovery process. how else would we learn what our triggers are, and what helps us to truly stop once we start? the only thing we have to do is take what we can from the relapse and move forward. of course, w...
by viole+
Fri Jan 05, 2007 4:59 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Help!! What do I do about blackheads and clogged pores?
Replies: 34
Views: 13203

i just read through all your posts and i'm kinda at a loss about the whole deal. because i know what everyone is talking about. it feels gross to know there's all this goo in your skin. but really, so freaking what? i don't want to spend an hour "releasing" all the goo when i could be spending time ...
by viole+
Thu Nov 30, 2006 9:18 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Touch Free/Zero Tolerance
Replies: 16
Views: 6325

by viole+
Wed Nov 29, 2006 4:20 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Touch Free/Zero Tolerance
Replies: 16
Views: 6325

i actually agree with you. i just discovered this website and all the information only recently and tried to go zt right away. it worked for a few days, but then i picked again. i reevaluated everything and decided that it might be a more realistic approach to limit the time i let myself pick to sta...
by viole+
Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:20 am
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Help us learn all we can about this condition.
Replies: 249
Views: 72120

Ethnicity - irish/native american Sex - f Current Age - 23 Age when started picking? - 6 In a relationship? - married Medications have you tried? And did you feel they were successful? - celexa, zoloft, paxil, buspar, wellbutrin, klonopin, ativan, xanax, zyprexa, valium, trazadone, atarax. only the ...
by viole+
Fri Nov 24, 2006 5:08 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: Discussion about Depression and Picking
Replies: 27
Views: 10256

thanks for everybody's honesty and candor about all this. it's not easy to talk about. i have been depressed on and off since i hit 5th grade. i just fell on my face at that point. my family life was fine and i had a million friends and was popular and athletic and getting straight A's and blah. it ...
by viole+
Fri Nov 24, 2006 4:28 pm
Forum: Best of S.P.O.M.
Topic: LIST 3 THINGS YOU WOULD RATHER DO THAN PICK
Replies: 43
Views: 12929

make my eternal collages

sex with husband

sit on my ass!
by viole+
Thu Nov 16, 2006 7:54 pm
Forum: Test Messages
Topic: avatar
Replies: 6
Views: 3012

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